1.) I guess I can plan that 'A' will initiate some contact. a.) The contact time is so small compared to the time I wait for his call that drives me 'crazy'.
2.) I had mixed feelings about seeing him. It was so unexpected. I was thrown off.
3.) After seeing him, even though I act cool, I have to fight the 'A' withdrawal pains. a.) I wonder how long it be until I can really see him socially without these little crumbs every once in awhile.
God works in mysterious ways. I feel good, but I also feel empty.
