H just called and said he will be away for Thanksgiving and all weekend. It's a blow and I am feeling pretty sad. He asked me if it was all right. I answered, I don't have much choice, do I? Then I told him to go and have fun. His pretext is work, yeah right! I can't believe anything he says anymore anyway. Really trying to let this roll off my back. I know it will in a couple of days but am hurting right now because I just miss my old H so much. Hard to face the fact that he is having a separate life from us, hard to face that he keeps on lying, hard to face that he has OW.
I need to detach more. Need to think of more ways besides sports and work.
Me:39 H:40 S:9 D:7 First Bomb ONS:June 07 Second Bomb OW: March 08 Separated: March 08 M:15 yrs T:18 yrs H deep into A with OW Achieved ACCEPTANCE May 30, 09
