Yes, I'm really working hard on the forgivness, I feel this is something I have to do for myself & then if he ever wakes up I've got a head start.
I'm going to meet a friend of mine on Wed. night, we get to see each other when I go to church there but that is about it. She has been wonderful to me thru this mess, we talk a lot via email. So, I'm looking forward to that & then Thanksgiving Day I am going to do my best to enjoy & not think about the way things used to be or how they could be. My H always carved the turkey, oh well it will be all right & I'm sure he won't get the home cooking my Mom does, I make this potato salad that he just loves & also my Mom will have pecan pie! He is missing out!! You are so right, he is in an anti-American country & they do not have the freedoms we have here. It could be a rude awakening for him.
God is good & He is helping me thru this, I know it!!!
