Cleaning out Clutter - ? For Men

[MsMelancoly]

Well, H was a no show tonight - can't say I didn't expect it. Not really sad or disappointed. It is what it is.

Yesterday, I brought up a bit of R talk. Saying that I realize, that when I got too close to him, that he pushed me away. And that becasue of his mum & grandma that he might push people away when they get too close. I might have done the same thing to him. Not good DBing & probably pretty heavy stuff. When he said he was afraid of me, I said he didn't have to & that I have always loved him & always will.

I suppose I need to find a 2x4 for meself.