Well, another month has passed. I am still stuck. I cannot let go of the past. I cannot stop remembering all of the wonderful things H and I shared in our lives together. I can't stop feeling cheated that the future I thought I would have isn't going to happen. I cannot deal with the fact that the man that I have loved for 28 years of my life and share 3 kids with, can now treat me like a stranger...................
H has pretty much cut off all contact with me. I've tried to approach him about schedules for the holidays, but he won't talk about it, or anything else. I guess I'm going to plan for what I expect, and hope for the best.
I am glad that my kids are not going off the deep end about all of this, but they seem to have no emotion about any of this. They seem to be reacting the way my H wants them to----like this is all no big deal. It leaves me stuck thinking I'm the only one with the problem here, even though I know I'm not.
Why can't I move on??????????
Me 45 M 25 yrs; T 31 yrs;bomb 8/15/06; moves out 7/18/08 D 18, D 14, S 12
