1.) Hoping he would initiate calling me to wish me a happy holiday. a.) I feel that I should expect the worst.
2.) Even though I want to be with him and talk to him, I feel much better when he initiates contact. a.) My friend, 'K' told me that he will contact me, in time.
3.) I'd love to tell him 'what I prefer' with our 'r'...that never works. He always listened, and then he just does what he wants. a.) I fantasize talking to him. It always sounds good to me.
4.) I want to stay positive and grateful.
Hey Laur, guess what? Last night, I dreamed that 'A' surprised me by wishing me a Happy Anniversay! It was a great dream. November 30, we had a beautiful winter wedding. It snowed that night. Looking out to 19th C brick architecture in our town while we were getting married was so romantic.
