So this is where PS hangs out? I still vote for your new thread to be in Hopefulness. Aren't you hopeful about your new life? You really sound so much better and even happier!
BeingMe I am embarrassed to say I haven't been by here for a couple of months, and last reading where you weren't so sure about staying in the M. I am so sorry to learn now of the seizures. The lack of independence must surely be maddenning!
OTOH, the whole dynamics of your thoughts and your M has changed for the M. I think Someone has plans for you that includes you staying M and has brought your H closer to your life.
Ok, back to comedy central. Bring on the smiles!
Live your life while you are still living. Riding the trail less traveled.