He never calls me anymore!!!!

[IRMAT]

I thank you for your response...but it is very hard to think of them being in love and enjoying each others time together...I have lots of feelings of jealousy.... I have never been jealous... but now it just something I think about all the time...

I feel very used, mad, I want to srike back some how.... but I know that will get me nowhere...

I just want to feel human again....laugh more and I am getting there....just a slow process..

You think I would be over this but he lied since the begining...he knew exactly how all this was going to work out for them..

She quit a job she was at for over 5 yrs...I guess they are pretty sure of the love they have for each other...

I know I will survivie as the song says... but it is a slow and hard process....