Hey Kimmie! Glad to 'see' you again! I lost you for awhile, sounds like you went off the boards...
I can't do much now. I am feeling a bit of peace these past few days, I have just given my situation over to God. Nothing I did seemed to help, anyway. I don't spend my whole day/life worrying about H or how to help him, how to fix us, etc. I can't do it, so I need to stop trying...
Now if I didn't have a raging sinus infection it might be a nice day...