Breakaway...I think you are the one I was asking about if my feelings would EVER change. I really feel that working on the marriage is the right choice, but I have to admit it. I do NOT have the feelings to back up that choice. It's the same as before, I'm doing this for everyone else. I'm not saying that i would be happier divorced. the grass isn't greener there, for sure. But I'm really really weary. really tired. And I'm doing this all without loving this guy.
