(( DUR ))) (( LIGHTBULB MOMENT ))) \:\)

You know, after ALL these posts, and all this frustration, something never really occurred to me. I always was thinking that eventually he would "WANT" like me. He probably never will. he may be able to learn to " do " more, but never want like me. Hope that makes sense. And your right Cinco, I need to figure out if that's enough for me. In the long run, I do think I want to be with someone who " craves " like me.... lol Just realized this sounds a little batty.... lol I'm sure you all know what I mean. I have been with someone in the past who was HD. Its fun, the want, the chase, the playfulness. All those wonderful things. Hmmmmmmmmmmmm Gonna have to think on this as well.

-- Update --

H has been calling A TON more, and when he can't get a hold of me, he sends a text. Usually a I love you, or I miss you. Which is sweet and all, but I am making myself not send a reply of, IM NOT 14! \:\) Sounds mean, but although very cute, I need a H here soon. :S I bit the bullet and finally asked. I asked if he sent anything. YUP< Forget this waiting. He'll either write now, or have to answer with something.


Decisions WIL have to be made soon...... :S