Tired of the fight and ready to hang it up.

[Little Engine]

Right-o on the church offer Bg. My church recently changed to Saturday night instead of Sunday evening and that works so much better for me. I love my Sunday morning lounging around time.

Amy--Thanks for the Hug. Don't really know what to think, she has done this before. I think she still loves me, just misses the me that has been gone for so long. The self examination has pushed me towards being that person again. Maybe W sees it and the guilt over what she is doing is catching up to her. She told me a couple of weeks ago that when she is with me her heart doesn't hurt. No way to really know though, tomorrow is another day and the KS wind will change direction and so will her thoughts. My SIL and my brother both think I owuld be crazy to take her back, but they aren't there when our kids cry. I know that bothers W.

Tom--Thanks for the support. W said the L is wanting to wrap this up. I offered to let my attorney file for continuance, but she said she would take care of it. Her L goes to her church, if he is pushing for the D then he is the jerk I think he is. Also, do I take her back only if we can get the hell out of her hometown? I don't feel like I can put conditions on it, but I want to move to Tulsa and take that job and just start over. Get away from all of the bad influences there.