Yes, he did cycle and want to work on the M many, many times. He would change his mind like flipping a page in a book. I think they have to go through this to finally settle down.
The holidays, hummm. He wouldn't be around. I remember one year he came over after my S called him to celebrate my D's birthday. You see her birthday is Christmas and we always celebrate it two days before Christmas so she will have her special day. He came over and asked me when we started doing that??????? I said since she was born!!! LOLOL He didn't remember that at all. Strange huh?
Reconnection during the holidays was pretty rough at the beginning. I knew he wanted to be here but I seemed like he always had one foot out the door.
