He sent me a text yesterday just saying he hated dish network. I laughed a little and asked why, and he went on to explain, nothing significant. I told him that since the dish was giving him problems, in the meantime he could watch his shows online, yada yada. He told me he was working.

I thought, uh huh, you don't think about me...but you decided to send me that in the middle of your workday? I always wondered if work was keeping him to busy to think of me.

Yeah. I think I need to stop thinking so much.


Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..