Even though the day started quite OK, it is a little bit of a down day. There are those temptations of talking R to her, of just hugging her, of just telling her ILY. It makes me so sad, because I know I have to resist these temptations. I just wish she would say something... This day surely tests my patience. Yesterday I was busy with the kids, but today I have a little more time to think. All the little signs I have seen, the encouragement that I have received from them seems to have evaporated. I know I have to get this out of my mind, but I can literally feel how OM is pulling her across the ocean and I feel less and less certain whether I can hold on.
Enough whining! Tomorrow is another day. I did not run today, because my D5 asked me to and wanted to spend some more time with me. But I have made my plans to get up early tomorrow and run for an hour. So techguy, I will follow your advice and get to bed early today.
AN
M43 W45, M17 S9 D6 Bomb: 11/11/08 EA: 10/26-12/31/08 ? Retrouvaille: 2/13-2/15/09 Healed, but still heading for D My situation
