I love your description of the new picture. I am glad you are just as confused as me about the beard. Maybe he is trying to "cover something up?" I dunno.
I think I will wait until I am feeling good to call. I think a big reason there hasn't been so much contact lately is because I have been REALLY STRESSED and I don't want to subject him to that. Also I think he will be able to "smell it" even if I try to Act As If I'm doing awesome. Thank you for being my ASTRO FAIRY!!!!!
I DID read about the amazing news from ex's BMF!!!! that is SO INCREDIBLE. Obviously he is really torn up inside about being apart from you. I wanted to celebrate with you on your thread, I have just been so swamped... I haven't been posting so much even though I have been reading.
Big hugs to ye, Ali. You made my day with your loving post!!! ((ALI)) T
