When THEY let go of US

[Cinderellaman]

Well !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

H and the kids came home and we all ran into the garden and had threw snowballs and made snow men !!! It was SOOOOOOOOO much fun !

You have to know that this was a MASSIVE 180 for me as I NEVER used to join in this kind of thing...I guess I was too uptight to even try it. At first I noticed H didn't throw any snowballs at me, as he was 'afraid' I would be annoyed or irritated by it (as I would have been in the past), but once he saw that I really joined in and was throwing snowballs myself and kidding and running around, then we all had a blast ! I even ran into the house with a snowball after H, wanting to stuff it down his pants hahaha but couldn't catch him, and ended up throwing it across the kitchen at him...(OMG, is this MY MLC?) we laughed and had great fun !

H had a coffee, and I drank some wine, then later H joined me drinking wine, we talked and laughed and enjoyed seeing the kids so happy outside. The house looked BEAUTIFUL under all that snow ! I told the kids and H heard me say it, we stood outside and just looked at the house...I wonder if any emotions were triggered in him.

Then OF COURSE the 'check up call' came in ! ow was calling him and he answered. He told her the kids were having great fun in the snow and that he would be leaving in just a minute (right...his wine glass was still full !). Whe he hung up, I gathered all my courage (and having had the wine, truly helped) and I asked him if he had noticed that ow always calls to check up on him...he was like..'oh I hadn't noticed..' then he said, 'do you mind?' and I said, 'nope, it's not my life being checked up on..' Then he stayed, longer, I think, just to make a point that he is NOT about to be told by ow what he CAN or CANNOT do ! hahahahahaha ! Oh well, I was just happy that I finally said it, now maybe he will notice in the future ow is checking up on him and sitting nervously waiting at home !!!

Well, we just had really positive evening and for me it was a HUGE 180°, one that I must say, made me BLOOM !

The snow is truly lovely and yes Snodderly, it's a little too early for this part of the planet, but boy were we happy with it !!!!

Love to you all !!! xxxx