WDID and Karen, I don't think W will ever want to reconcile, would require her to give up to much of her freedom, she likes being on her own, no responsibilities, just pops in when she wants to get her fix of the kids.

She took kids today, told me so I could have some time to myself, which is fine, picked them up a 12:00 and will drop them off at 4:00pm

When she stopped by, of course she had stuff for the kids new jackets and clothes. She brought me a bed cover/quilt, to small, so she took that back. I don't like the cover I have but it will do until I have some extra money to spend. Maybe after christmas. She went up into the storage room and pulled out the fall wreaths and put them on the front and back doors.

I have the day to myself now, going to work on cleaning. Also working on moving on with my life, reading "Change Your Life and Everyone In It" by Michele W Davis

I quit smoking before W moved out and started up again, to much stress this year with everything going wrong, set 12/22 as the day I will quite for good. This is the day (last year) I found out about OM, going to turn this day into the day I begin my life again.

Everyday I get the mail I get nervous, looking for D paperwork, don't know why its taking so long, only asset that needs to be divided up is my 401K

WDID - Wall-E was a very good, kids loved it, they watched it twice already.

Remembered everyone in church today WDID, Puppy, Karen, Cat, Kat, Sara, lwb, H4H, and everyone else including my W.

Thank you all for looking in on me.

When you kick a dog so many times the dog learns to avoid you

M45
W41
M10.75 years
D9, D7, D7, S5
OM confirmed 12/07 merry christmas to me
WAM (Walk Away Mom) 05/31/08
W files for D 07/18/08
Amount of time WAM spent with kids so far this month = 1.65