Stage 2.25

[istherehope]

So just another journal here. Today has been the most comfortable day, R-wise, that I've had in a really long time. Nothing amazing happened, but there were just lots of little positives.

We went to PC World to look at computers. Once I tried to go and look at things on my own, and H asked me instead to stay with him. He wanted to buy earphones, and was concerned over which ones, kept asking my opinion. I told him he should choose himself, but he really wanted to know what I liked best. We spent a couple of hours looking at PCs and comparing them. There was no talk about now not being the right time to make purchases...instead there was a lot of talk about which features I liked, which he liked etc. Then we ended up buying this external drive which you can put video files on from your computer, then hook up to your TV. There was a lot of talk about our video collection, never having to delete anything etc. This must all sound very geeky...well we are very much both technophiles. The point with all of this detail is that it was as if it was a given that our things are ours jointly. Also we joked around a lot, and H laughed at the jokes I made, and seemed genuinely interested in everything I said...We also even talked about buying an HDTV at some point soon. I guess this is just so significant to me because even though we haven't discussed being together, it is as if we are planning our life together again.

Now we are back home, and as usual H is playing video games (not online ones though)and I am hanging out upstairs. I just feel like we are so close to being in piecing that I can taste it...I guess we have to have a conversation though before I can technically assume that we're piecing? Well either that or H putting his ring back on I guess...

Alright I'm off to cook dinner and do some painting :).

ITH