Today is our anniversary. 17 years. Yeah, it hurts.
I realized this morning that I'm thinking about her too much. I cycle through that as we start communicating more.
I have to remember that she didn't value me. In some ways I didn't value her enough either. I guess that was because I didn't value myself.
She was able to walk away from me more than once though. The saddest part is she did it regardless of the effects on the children. I need to keep remembering that.
I am changing to thinking about myself and my needs and those of my girls.
