The results are in...Dust myself off & start again

[Treese]

MOrning All....

It's been very quiet since Wednesday...son did not hear from H until last night I guess...I wasn't home

I've just gone about my own thing...paying the bills, taking care of kids...laundry...you know all the stuff H doesn't have to do...but D16 has been helping alot...D21 will be home Wednesday...can't wait and neither can S11 & D16...they miss their sister...almost brings tears to my eyes cause I miss her so much..she is the light in the dark room...Hopefully I will take pictures this week of my 3 kids...a Christmas picture...to replace the family pic on my wall...my girls want it removed...I guess I've been the one hanging on to it...the only part of "family" I have at the moment...

So....I was invited to go tailgate at the OSU campus yesterday...with a male friend...and we were going to meet other friends down there...so I WENT.... :)....yikes....told my mom what I was doing....no questions...wow....unusual...anyhow...wait til I tell you what happened...
First of all I met at his house so he could drive...I went in with my coffee...it was freezing here...he bought me foot warmers and hand warmers so I wouldn't be cold down there...very sweet...I probably had a shocked look on my face cause H would have expected me to get them for myself...anyway..H was working that day because he is a supervisor for a food place and one of his stores is on campus...we drove down and we parked, got out of the car, I was getting my coat, and he said, "look, ** is delivering already", I turned and guess who was driving the car...yep....H...I caught his eye and he caught mine...what are the odds...really....I didn't wave and neither did he....I think I was in shock....so now he saw me getting out of a car with another guy....a friend....but he doesn't know that....then he turned and went about his business....I didn't have my contacts in and I turned to my friend and said, "omg, I think that was H"..he said, "are you sure"...I said 95% sure...so I just went about my day....

Then when we got home I was invited to another friends for the evening...so I went...I was a little tired but I went...why not...while I was gone H called....my mom answered the phone and H said, "what are you doing there"...mom said, "watching S11"...that's it....I wonder if he was calling to check and see if I was home....hmmmmmm...not sure...don't really care at this point....mystery? I got home about 10....son had been sking when I was coming home...2nd day in a row he asked...he is afraid I'm not going to return home....breaks my heart but I havee to get out sometimes....

So, today...son and I are getting a few decorations out...cleaning house and just chillin by the fire....I've been loving on him all morning....he loves that..so this Christmas I will love on my kids and thank God for giving me the 3 most beautiful gifts ever....

(((hugs)))

Terisa