The bookshelf doesn't need to be perfect

[kelaaron]

Thanks for the words Hope. No I don't think any MLC here for me, at least I hope not. Just a whole lot of soul searching. I've learned so much about myself in the last few months. No more hiding you know. And I'm really looking at the big pic for me and just trying to sort my thoughts out. I've come to a point right now where I feel like I'm going to just be me and see where that takes us. I haven't been me for so long cuz I have been trying to be "right" for the M. I don't know if that makes sense but it is how I feel. I have realized that in being the "right" wife, like my grandmother, who just endured, I have given up so much of me and what I really want. What truly fulfills me. So maybe my goal has shifted a little. I'm not so focused on the outcome as I was. I am more concerned with all of us being truly happy when this is all over. If together, that is a blessing. If not, no regrets.

Just keep reminding me. But you know, the hard work will be worth it now matter what the outcome, because I'm finding me again. Maybe that is called GAL?

I can teach you how to crochet, it really is easy. And yes, I think the 4 of us equal one superwoman. LOL