hey Hope, thanks I was thinking I would probably need to say it again. OH THIS SUCKS SO BAD!! I know everyone here has to deal with it, and it is so easy to tell someone else what is obvious they need to do, but when it is me, it is so much harder, even though I know it is obvious too. I hate the fact that I just love being around him, even now with everything, I love the feeling of sitting at the end of the couch with his feet touching mine. I HATE THIS I HATE THIS I HATE THIS. Sorry need to yell that for a bit. My dogs are looking at me again. I know they aren't kids or people but I feel bad they have to deal with us adults (not acting like adults right now) being idiots.
Time to go bake a pie, might make some pecan tarts for H to take to work tomorrow too. It is that time to start baking! Have a great day!
I do thank you all for the great support and advice, sometimes, I don't want to hear it but I NEED TO!!!!
