(((Mish))) With all you've accomplished this week, I think it's okay if you need to blow off a little steam. It's good that you saw things for what they were (panic attack, cousin headed out) and took healthy steps (okay, sorta healthy) to mitigate. Don't drink and post like I did a couple of weeks ago. I'm stressed about seeing STBX in court on Tuesday, but honestly, I don't feel anything but pity for him now. So, if you need to enjoy a moment of satisfaction about his cr@ppy appearance, so be it. Maybe hold off on the happy dance until he's gone though. Tomorrow is a new day, make the best of it! Peace.
Me:44, WAW hx bi-polar H:48, hx of abuse S:22, S:19, D:16 Filed Oct 08, dismissed Filed again Jan 10, dismissed Now Piecing alter persona: SuperBoots