Thanks for the reminder Sandi. I remember when Neil told me that a couple of weeks ago, and those words have saved me countless hours of needless worry. When I feel the "P" word coming on, I remind myself that panic does indeed kill, and attempt to abolish it immediately. A new tool for me will be, "Faith Kills Panic". STBX will be in the courtroom, along with his L and a baliff. I remain ultra safe. The RO should stick. My moral support is spread out across the country, as it is Thanksgiving next week and many are traveling. My Dad will be here, and his wife (my incredible step-mom) but are not coming to court. They will hold down the fort w/ kids. Then, we'll eat some turkey. I remember the week I was baptized (I was a late bloomer) and was told that Satan would test me with everything he had to try to get me to quit. And he did. Now he's come back, but again, will not shake my faith in our awesome God. The Judge happens to be a Christian man. I'm sure he'll do what is in the best interest of the children, and ask enough questions to determine if my safety requires that RO be continued. Let's hope so. In a sign of solidarity, break out your favorite boots and wear them proudly on Tuesday. Peace.
