I know, trust me, I know. I have walked away from every in person meeting with me H with such mixed emotions, happiness for the babysteps, missing him, sadness that we are apart, and, like you said, just a sense of weirdness, at the whole surreal mess.
I guess that's it, you know. Even after all these months, it's still surreal.
It sounds like you did a really good job of handling things. I am proud of you!
