Karen, she is in full fog mode now. I called to check on the girls earlier. My W answered polite short convo, about a min. Her tone was back to fog and A mode. The same one she had a couple months ago.
She did tell me the other night that I could not trust her because her xH had multiple affairs on her when they were M. Although it was different with her since we are separated. I guess by now I am used to such absurd comments.
I waited my 48 hours and have put a lot of thought into this. Nothing else to do, work has been so boring the last two days.
I followed her advice and let it go. I was pretty much there anyway. As soon as I can get the extra cash I am going to file for a D. I printed off the petition for D and I am done with this train wreck of a M.
I got pushed into this frame of mind during the first part of Oct. I made the choice to go back and try. Not anymore. It is not an emotional response, that is why I go for the 48 hour rule before making a decision.
I do care enough that she has a good life, its just not going to be with me. Other then some necessary things I hope she just stays out of mine. I can still pull off D11's B-day and Christmas, come January I am pushing her out as much as possible.
I have been watching COPS and wondering why my job is so boring. Slow county or working so much on day shift. I had to pull in early today, to many miles and to much gas used. Started watching something else got onto this. Number eight is really funny, but then again I am a car guy.
