I've been away from these boards for several months, but as my own D nears final stages I find myself drawn back and found your situation. Not much to add that others haven't said, but I will throw my two cents in that I wish you well during this painful time. Sometimes we think we are doing relatively well, and then we slide back into more pain. Such is the process of uncoupling from someone who has been a part of our lives for so long, I guess. Take care, and take it one day at a time. We will have bad days, but that does not mean that tomorrow will be bad too. I wish you well
