I am sorry you are feeling down. You are a wonderful person with an amazing soul. Remember what MWD says in the book about why our spouses say miserable things - because unhappy people see life through unhappy lenses and they say these awful things.
I have those moments, too. Yesterday at lunch one of the partners in my firm was talking about his 21 year old son who just met his girlfriend and I suddenly felt really old. I know I am not at all, I just felt like life gets away so fast.
As for school, there are an incredible number of scholarships out there, you would be amazed. I suggest going to the library to find one of the many books that list available scholarships. See if there might be something for you!
Thanks for cheking in on me. I am having a rough time today, so it means a lot to me.
