Another wife hit by the bomb #3

[Tawnya]

Amy..yeah we went..but son didn't want to stay the whole game..it was REALLLLYYYYYY cold, even tho we were layered and bundled..no one really seemed to be having a fun time..everyone was in blankets and bundles LOL!

I have to tell you tho..a weird feeling came over me at the game..almost like my own MLC feeling of sorts..I was watching the cheerleaders and there were a few that had the guy cheerleaders make a "seat" for them on their laps, so they didn't have to sit on the ground..and it just really HIT me how much I gave up to be married to this man who now acts like he gave up/is losing so much by being with me now..does that make sense? I mean I was pretty smart in school, and had JUST graduated high school when I met hub, I could have gone to college, but I didn't, hub was in the military, and chose to marry him and go with him to Japan for a year while he was there, then I had my daughter, etc..flash forward 20 years..and here I am..

I've started and stopped a few times going back to our community college in the past 5 years, because, of course, I really can't afford one of the larger schools, and I don't mind the community college here at all..but I'm not sure what I want to do..so I feel like I don't want to waste the money on it..

Sigh..I dunno..it just hit me really weird how much I gave up for HIM..and didn't regret it, but then for him to turn around and say, gee I need to be "rid of you for me to be happy" just really..sigh..hits me in the gut!

Tawnya