Thank you so much for your caring and loving posts. I assure you however that you give me too much credit for the way I act towards H.
He came by today at 4pm, he helped me with the pool. It was fun to do an activity like that together again, made me remember that we used to make a great team. He was supposed to pick up D7 from a party and then take the kids home with him, but we ran out of time a little, so I went to pick up D7 whilst he was doing some chores around the house..then when I came back, I gave him and myself some wine and we had a nice little chit chat. It was a warm fuzzy feeling to have the whole family at home at that point...the kids doing their own thing and us sitting at the table having a good conversation over a glass of wine. Made me wish it may one day be possible again...
So I prayed to God, begged him to help H find his way home.
When they all left, I went about my own business, and to be honest I have become quite capable of that. I like being home alone again, I no longer feel too lonely.
Thank you all again, for always caring enough to drop a line !
I am ever so greatful !
Love Cinders xxx
"In the depths of my winter, I realized there is within me an invincible summer" Albert Camus
