I kept dreaming of being snuggled up to someone with their arms wrapped around me. It was comforting and a little overwhelming....:) NICE! I could use dreams like that every night. I might not sleep very well though.
Now that's something to smile about!!
Well done on not reacting to Gabe. That's a huge change- great news! It's so sad that he looks bad but I think you're right to remain detached and not try to help him. He needs to help himself.