Lovely lady, you impress me with your outlook. You are very positive even in the most confusing of curcumstances.
CEO obviously has qualities that you admire and that make him very attractive. He's also, obviously, very interested in you. Enough to tmake a girl's head spin! But, alas, he is not your H and you are still in love with the H he once was. My question to you is what actions would your H need to take for you to take him back if he decided he wanted back? You have said that you are not sure you would take him back if he wanted to come back. Why? What makes you unsure? What would it take to make you decide on way or the other? Do you feel he is looking at your M fatalistically? Has he indicated in any way that things with his alternate life have progressed too far for him to come back? Just curious as that seems to be a theme lately.
Whatever is occurring in January, it apparently is holding you back from making any serious decisions for your M. If that is keeping you stuck, I hope it is resolved, indeed, in January.
Much love and hugs to you Lisa and whatever attention CEO gives you tomorrow - ENJOY IT! You deserve fun and excitement! I'm really glad you are LIVING your life and not waiting in limbo for H to figure his crud out.
T19 M15 S19 XH47 M43 bomb12/4/07 PA5/07 S12/26/07 D final 11/17/08 Back together with no defined R 05/2010 confused....to say the least!!!
Hey Lisa, I'm a little confused, you were asking us what we thought? I never said anything about your life being on hold? You were asking what to do about CEO v H and saying you had been doing bad DBing by going for a drink with CEO? And what to do about your feelings for CEO? The speed up thing was to do with your posts about wanting to have children now you have hit 35? If you were a man/had kids already, that wouldnt be a problem and noone would suggest it might be time to make a decision soon?
Seems you have a very clear view then of what you are doing and why. I'm sorry if my suggestion to ask him at some point if theres any possibility he may want to try again with you was not helpful. If you dont want to do that, then yes, keep doing what you are doing if you are ok with that!
Is this a first?.
