A foot of snow! OH MY! I am so glad I am not there. I think a trip to a warm island would be wonderful right now. One were everything is sunshine and roses! Anyone seen that lately?
I am making two French Silk Pies for my friend Jenni right now, all I can do is think about H. How much I miss him my best friend. Last night I asked him, does she know yet we have sex, H says no. I said have you told her she doesn't compare to me (yeah I know he isn't telling her that one) H said No. I said, how good is that for a relationship, you aren't honest at all. And that is something that H always says he is with me that he can't lie, hence why he told me before he did anything with OW. I think, when someone asks them how they met, do they say oh we met at the convinient store and had an affair. I hate that my day hurts so bad when I know he is mad at me. I have never been able to stay mad at him. You would think adultery would change that, but it hasn't. I just feel pathetic.
You are not pathetic at all. You are a beatiful woman and you better remember that or I'm going to have to come there and make you remember. LOL.
Guess what I just heard. S's friend has a mustang, a stick, gets 8mpg. I told him it is his driving. And I let S get in car with him. Am I f***ing nuts or what?!
If you focus on the past, you ruin the future. You can only live for today.
Wholly Sh*t, 8mpg that is really bad. He must really get on it!!!
Thanks Kel! I know it was a moment of overwhelm that I was feeling, and a bit better now. Took my shower, while the crusts are cooling, so I feel a bit refreshed.
This is probably VERY WISHFUL thinking, but yes I did look at H's phone this morning, he made one call to OW that was 2 min something, then there were two others that were only 30 or 40 seconds each, which is about what it takes to connect. HERE Is my wishful thinking moment maybe he told her what was going on with us, in the 2 min call, H told her he didn't know what to do,or something else she didn't want to hear and it pissed her off and then she wouldn't answer when he called anymore. At least for the moment it gives me a bit more PMA. I know it is one GRANDE assumption, but for the moment it helps some.... OK Kel you can hit me with the 2x4 now. The wind is out of the South here today, but is very cold wind. Sill looking for that warm island where I don't have to come back. Wonder if I can run away and get a new identity too!!
I have no idea where the warm island is sorry. But I'm loving the cold.
MT-too bad you feel better. I was thinking we would have to find you an 18 year old stud and that could have been fun. LOL.
No I'm glad you are better really. I won't 2x4 you except this, stay off of his phone! What does all of the wondering really get you but an overactive brain, which could be put to much better use. He will tell you what you need to know. Hell the man seems to tell you way more than I would ever WANT to know. At least then you can hear words and wonder what the H*ll is this man thinking!?
yes 8mpg. He used to complain it was O2 sensors, which were bad, but car much quieter today so I asked if he got them fixed. Now I know 100% it is his driving. Well that and the speeding ticket for 84 in a 45. Lucky he still has his license. But he is a really good kid who has had a really hard life. Abusive mother, absent father, orphanage at 4 until 14, finally adopted by a wonderful family after several failed placements, and at 18, he has such drive and direction it almost makes me sick. I don't know where he finds his strength but I would love some of it sometimes.
If you focus on the past, you ruin the future. You can only live for today.
OK, if the stud comes with the island, I am there and then some! I know I don't need to look, it doesn't do me any good! Thanks for the half 2x4. I knew I needed it.
That is wonderful he is in a loving home,and has his head on straight more than I can say for some adults.
omg sweetie, what a nite!! i am so sorry, but alcohol or not, we all knew it was gonna happen, and I think you did very well. I am proud of you. i know it hurts, but baby you actually said the words, see I only emailed them, so I still have to have the face to face talk.
I am praying for you today, I am here if you need me, please know that. wish you lived closer, i would so be there!!
love ya
M 36 XH 34 3 children If a house is divided against itself, that house will not be able to stand. Mark 3:25 "your mood swings are giving me whiplash" twilight ALIVE FREE AND HAPPY 2010
Thanks BG When I took Jenni her pies I filled her in and she said she was so proud of me. We met in the Wal Mart parking lot. She hugged me and listened. she supports me in what ever I do. It is great to have good friends.
MT, Just thinking about you. Hope that your pies turned out nice...I know that they did.
Since you haven't posted in a couple of hours, I hope that you are getting a much needed nap, or are working on your homework, lol.
I have been working on cleaning my bedroom and trying to keep my nose out of my second book. I need to make a short visit to my MIL&FIL but it's so cold out I think I have convinced myself to put it off til tomorrow.
If you find the warm island I'll go with you! A couple of weeks away will do all of us good.
Most of us are about as happy as we make up our minds to be.
