MT-I'm glad. I figured since you were writing that you were ok, but I know sometimes physical stuff can get out of hand.
Your night actually reminded me of one we had last year. You know the him thinking you had an A thing. My H did the same thing even down to actually admitting to me he knows I didn't but it still bothers him. I almost think they keep the thought there to justify themselves. Funny thing is in my sitch, the friend that he accused me of having A with, lives 1500 miles away, haven't seen each other in 20 years, which is why he KNOWS nothing happened. Not even EA considering we talked once every couple weeks to months. Didn't bother H at all until after the MLC started. Then suddenly bam....So please stop beating yourself up over something you can't control. I am hoping in my sitch, that as the fog clears, so will the thinking.
If you focus on the past, you ruin the future. You can only live for today.