I knew it was coming, I had written down yesterday on a piece of paper and put in my pocket, the I am not going to share anymore, and I am not going to do this forever. I had it with me when we were at the restaurant. Not sure why I wrote it and kept it with me. I hate that I feel guilty for doing it, but I know for ME I had to. It was time. I can't go back and take back the words I said and neither can H. It is time to move on from here, which ever direction that may be.
