Hi T First - congrats on passing the oral exam! You did so well.
Second - you are being crazy about him changing his photo. It means absolutely nothing. Except that he is hairy, and that the lovely T wouldn't want to kiss such a hairy monster! Ha!
Lovely T, if that makes you scared, nervous and wanting to puke, then I think you might be in a bit of denial about your situation... What are you really afraid is happening?
Whatever is the worst thing that could happen I'm sure you are strong enough to deal with it.
Good luck studying for your piano exam lovely! Sending you lots of hugs and love
