I totally agree, I can't see myself with anyone else. It's just so hard to even go there in my mind right now.
I also agree that you need to insist that if your H wants the D he has to pay for all of it & has to do the work himself.
You hang in there & thank you for posting to my thread!! I hope you have a great weekend & stay warm. It's supposed to be down to 19 degrees here tonight.