...and again....we have no choice Jeff. To repeat what you tell me all the time..this was her choice.

This takes time Jeff. I had a terrible inner emotional backslide this week...thinking of the ways I 'blew' my marriage. I've gone back to reading Cunningham's stuff and, perhaps, this has opened up old wounds. I think constantly of all the things I could have done to keep our M fresh. Then....I tell myself...that...she could have helped save this too.

Stay strong, my friend. You circled a day on the calender. Another phrase that you use with me: come up with a plan...to dig out.

FIB

Me 55; XW 47; 2 kids (S13, D11)
Bomb 05/19/06 Original thread http://tinyurl.com/yg2ou2t
Last anniversary 04/25/10, Divorced 5/12/10
Status: Loving father of 2 beautiful children;