Well for anyone that has nothing better to do, theres the links to most of my sitch, before my name change. I still can't seem to do the rename thing...I'm remedial like that.
(((Dar))) have a good time with the Wii tonight.
(((Lost))) anytime...VRB sounds fun.
(((BG))) hope you warm up soon hon. Take care my sister.
(((DW))) No, I have never gone NC with my H even though I KNOW it would change things. I guess I've always just had the fear that if I did that then he wouldn't ever call me again and then have to realize that I have been the one that needed him way more than he EVER needed me. Stupid huh? I know that probably isn't the case, because I am his ONLY emotional support, but its just the fearful part of me. What a loser. BUT, I am getting better and the fear is almost gone. I do love my H, even after ALL of the crap, I do, but I can't go on this way for very much longer.
Thanks all.
M:39 H:39 K:S14;D8 T:22yr M:15yrs S:12/28/07 EA/PA 3/14/08 OW preg 11/17/08 born 12/12/08 his ~~~~~~~ Never allow someone to be your priority while allowing yourself to be their option
