It's official.......what now?

[ernest88]

Now free golf I've never heard of! How do you get that? Of course, I don't play golf but if I ever get the urge to I'd love to know how to score that!

ya gotta know the right people..

is CG a golfer by chance..

[mishka422]

No, he's not. Sadly.....

He does play basketball at the community center for exercise and goes to the Y to use the gym. That's all I know.

I really need to stop this. It's a little on the obsessive side.

I'll just say it was really nice of him to do that for me. He knows my financial situation (kind of) and that I'm working 7 days a week. I'm sure he's just being thoughtful. I can take thoughtful - something Gabe NEVER was!

[ernest88]

I really need to stop this. It's a little on the obsessive side.

horse dookie...

I don't think you're being obsessive at all..

thoughtful is good

I like talking about CG..I bet you look like this behind that computer monitor when we "discuss" him..

and I think that's awesome..

[mishka422]

You're absolutely right Mike. Blushing like a schoolgirl and it's just so embarassing!!

It's been such a LONG time since the thought of any other man has even fleetingly crossed my mind that it feels strange.

Anywho.....I love that phrase...horse dookie! Funny!

[ernest88]

It's been such a LONG time since the thought of any other man has even fleetingly crossed my mind that it feels strange.

Congratulations..you can still "feel"..

you're not dead.

you're only slightly wounded..just a little battle scar

in time that little scar will heal

and you'll be able to feel more and more about other men and when you do you won't feel this

continue on..you're doing great..

[mishka422]

I appreciate the encouragement Mike.

Congratulations..you can still "feel"..

Didn't even think of that! You're right, I was so used to feeling dead inside that I didn't realize that was what seemed so strange about it. FEEL!!!! My, oh my!

[Virtually_Handsome]

(((((mishka)))))

You know what? You are going to be alright! Mike is right!

[AliSuddenly]

Yay! I second (third, fourth!?) that!

Al xxx

[mishka422]

I'm going to be just fine! Going to bible study. I had decided I wouldn't go because I didn't want to take time away from Marc. He told me to go and have fun and he's building something with his legos that he had an idea about. YEAH! Permission from my (nearly) 14 year old to go out. Funny!

[StrgMarvelousWmn]

Mish--

Just wanted to pop to your thread real quick and let you know that I LOVE your song and it is one I have personally fallen in love with, too.

I have a relate group tonight from church, too. you are right--it is out and that is all that matters some days.

SMW