thanks, yeah I know it sounds that way, but I really don't get on, its the watching that kills me. She is in a fog, no doubt, and i agrre with you, if someone else wants her this way, good luck,. Problem is that they are getting someone who just doesn't give a $%^&. I am ok without sweeing her, hearing about her or contacting her. when I do, there is always some underlying crap or opinion or sign from someone that she is looking over her sitch. and wondering. I have to stop believing anything anyone says, the same way I stopped belieivng anything she says. I am looking forward to the weekend and I know I'll have a blast.