I'm so glad things remain stable with you guys... and dont apologise for snooping! Dear god woman you are only human and if I saw a notebook lying around, I would have looked, of course, why not? If there is something incriminating in it, then on a subconcious level, that person wants you to see it, else they would protect it with their life. In fact, seems you found out somehting positive.. that he is really doing some thinking.
I do want to say with a word of cuation though, I am still picking up in him not wanting to let you get too comfortable/excited and always having to throw that little caveat out, that things are still not OK. So, no, its not time to relax yet, but then you know that, as you have said. His, your cute.. sometimes.. is a good example, its like what he gives with one hand, he still feels the need to take away something. Bit like, its ok to plan little steps ahead, like running errands on the weekend, but he is not planning anything more outlandish just yet.
But.. DBing is ALL abut the positives right? Doesnt Jody say, focus on the positives and ignore the negatives, or something, so I like your list!
So, if he is going out for drinks, as you say, you should too! And get home later than him! With a bigger smile on your face!?
Al xxx
Me:40! H:37 Together: 12yrs IDLY & left 11/07 ADs 03/08 OW 8/08 Reconciled 05/09 now married! my thread
