H picked up D6 for camp. I just did not feel like seeing him today because this morning I put on my music and I listed to 'Nothing compares to U' by Sinead o'connor. I burst into tears in the car and had a mini-breakdown. Felt sad the whole morning. So I thought, that's it, I don't want to be around him because I would get more sad and then angry.

I then called my best girl friend and she took me out to lunch and spent the whole afternoon with me. Girlfriends are the BEST. She is a gem, she knows my situation, has stood by me, gave me my confidence back and is nursing me thru this period of chaos and emotional turmoil. I would recommend a true girl friend to everyone here. They will stick by you no matter what.


Me:39
H:40
S:9
D:7
First Bomb ONS:June 07
Second Bomb OW: March 08
Separated: March 08
M:15 yrs
T:18 yrs
H deep into A with OW
Achieved ACCEPTANCE May 30, 09

'Yes, I can.'