hey rmg, thanks for the post, how did you know you wanted/were saving yourself for new wife? I'm kind of livin in a weird limbo land after bar woman, I've lost so much faith in women, although I know it's not fair to any potential girl in the future, Bar woman has contacted me since incident and wants to be together again.WTF!!! I haven't answered yet but it's tempting, She is very pretty, I know I should run away fast but I still have an emotional attachment because my esteem is at 0 right now, I know what needs to be done, but I can't because it's nice to feel wanted, at least when it's convenient for her, I know it's bad for me but It's like a drug and I think I'd feel lonely again, I keep thinkin she will see the amazing me and things will be different, WTF~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
