It's official.......what now?

[mishka422]

The group tonight was a little emotional mainly because we were talking about how to handle the holidays but also because we had a new guy there who was in tears the entire time. It was a little rough but everyone was so supportive of him. I got congratulations from everyone on the finalization of the D. That seemed odd but not at the same time.

On a fun note, I went to dinner with everyone afterward and when I got the the Waffle House the only place to sit was next to CG. The new guy was sitting across from him and had his little boy with him (he's 4 and has the cutest dimples I've ever seen!). CG wasn't at the group yet when our leader told everyone my D was final so he didn't know. I don't remember how it came up but I mentioned that the D was final and instead of saying congratulations or something like it he asked me how I felt about it. I told him thruthfully that I had a few bad hours on Monday because it was like the final smack of reality and that my head was playing games with me screaming, "FAILURE! FAILURE! FAILURE!" but I was able to talk myself back around that (I didn't metion that I had a LOT of help from my friends here). He was very sweet with me about it and then he and I talked to the new guy about his sitch and tried to help him out as much as we could.

Our waitress brought our bills and CG took them. I asked for mine and he wouldn't hand it over and ended up paying for my dinner. I thanked him and told him that was very sweet of him. His comment was, "Well, you're single now!" Not sure what that meant but it was very sweet of him to do that. I wonder if he was the one that did that last week too. Hmmm.....interesting.

Anyway, I'm going to bed shortly. Hoping for good dreams.

Y'all have a good night now, ya hear?