Funny how the OW seem to "know" so much huh?...My H's OW said she always knew he would come back to me...so why did she create the HELL with him in the first place???...and sleep with him???
That is the craziness of this all...and what we have to all get past...let it go...
You are sounding so much better...good for you...you definitely deserve happiness and the best kind is that we find in ourself...so one can take that from us...we own it!
