no expectations 9

[peacetoday]

HI
well I met with my L today
the court set a mandatory meeting to push case along
H and L were there
His L told mine, they want to go slow? but H wants D
the judge gave us 2 months until mandatory mediation
I am ready..I want the D
I am starting to focus more on rebuilding my life than on H

H over last night
He appears to talk a lot and seems to have many visits where he wants to talk or connect..whereas months ago he would connect and then withdraw..He seems to want me as his friend
He appears to be sure about wanting the D..Im assuming he will mov3e on after..he still seems attached here
im not sure how I feel about him anymore
He seems do different
I dont really like him

the whole situation is still so weird to me
still so hard for me to understand how someone can just walk away and seeminly be ok with it
how someone you lived with , spoke with and was committed to you and kids could just shutdown and change so quickly to this person who you can not get thru to

I am curious how H will turn out in a few years
will he regret his choice
or
be totally fine with it