Okay, he admitted that the reason he was not at work that Sunday (the first day I posted)was that he went to see the OW, but the reason he went to see her was to "cut things off completely" with her. He wants to "focus on us" now, which is why he cut things off with her and why he is going to IC. He said after a couple months, or however long it takes him to decide, if we both decide to continue marriage we will go to MC.
So I am relieved, but still very anxious. The OW is out of the picture but I am still in limbo. I would feel better if we could go to MC together now so we could work together on improving our marriage. The way things stand now, it feels like I am on an extended audition to be his wife. We are going out to dinner tonight, alone, and I am a little nervous.
