New Me - Will WAW ever notice?

[Kakatal]

Up to the minute info...

Call w to discuss daycare proposal - I'd rather do it over phone since I realize my facial expressions do more harm in a face to face conversation.

Ask w if she has any information on the insurance. W says she doesn't have any, cost $500 - doesn't have that, bad idea, just drop the whole thing. Tell her that I am just looking at this request from my perspective - that I do not want to jeopardize my house by allowing you to watch kids there, then something happens to a child & the parent looks to me to sue. W says that no child will get hurt since she won't be doing this, lady hasn't called back about needing daycare.

I tell w that I would consider letting her run the daycare again but I needed to have the insurance issue addressed. Asked her what her intent was with the business?

W gets very angry - says she can't keep begging & borrowing money from family. I have no way to pay my bills. I need money, what do you think my intent is. 3 minutes of this rant.

I tell her I understand that she is in dire straits financially. I say that I wanted to know what her intent was as to whether she would be watching more kids, getting her license back, what would happen once D was final in March.

W says she doesn't want to watch 5-6 kids again - just wants to make enough money to pay her bills. Believes the license expired in Sept. All paperwork for daycare is in home office - asked her to find license since insurance ran concurrent with licensing date - might still have insurance.

W says she doesn't know how to get a job to pay $1200 in daycare for 2 kids, that does not want to work a job just to pay the daycare costs, that she doesn't believe I have $600 to help pay for daycare. Been out of work for 6 years - not easy to go back to work.

I haven't asked you for anything. I ask her to clarify what she meant by not asking me for anything. I only made 15K a year, you made 65k. I can't get unemployment, can't get alimony. I don't want to keep talking about this since I do not want to piss you off & get you all mad.

I ask her if I sound like I am getting mad. No, just this is hard to talk about. Doorbell rings & w has to go deal with something with neighbor. Will look for license & call me back.